Alas, the definition of misunderstanding.

Nonono I think it's awkward. D: No one seems to get it! If I have to distance myself from anyone in my small circle of friends, it's going to be quite painful. ._. Serious. I get along with exceedingly few people. And screw this because I've been contemplating how not to mess up a friendship for the past 2 (at this rate it's going to be 4) days! I... should go talk to him and explain this is mostly to product of good intentions and imaginative minds. D: D: D: That I don't actually, uh, y'know... I've never gone about being nice to... ah.

... But that's weird too! D: Someone save me from myself (and the power of imagination). ._.

And my dad has the best reaction. =_= I asked him, 'Serious! Wouldn't you freak out if you thought someone liked you?' He replied, 'Of course lah! What? Someone likes you? (<-Why do you think of it this way round first?!) You like someone? People are saying that you like someone? Don't care lah! Don't you always not care what other people think?' AHHHHHHHH and here I thought you'd be nice and say something constructive, my dear father. D:

On a side note, I've gone and found out the etymology of his name, for goodness knows what reason. ._. It makes sense in Cantonese. It does! ...What the hell am I doing. -cries- D:

You know what, we'll probably avoid each other for a while now. ._. Especially since my dad said the normal reaction is to freak out. But I really don't...! D:

Who's keeping count of how many 'D:'s have appeared so far? D:

Anyway, I need to wake up tomorrow and finish my term paper. ._. And for CIP. Remind me why I agreed to go again huh? People should know better than to ask me for favours. Or perhaps they do know better. D: Anyone else see a conspiracy yet?

Don't think I'll completely succeed in sleeping though. ._.

Damn it, this isn't even the sort of thing that can be solved over an instant message conversation. Or in front of anyone because it'll lead to more odd thought bubbles. If this screws up, I'll have one less thing to look forward to.

...damn.

I'm rambling, aren't I.

For the amusement of the general populace, I s'pose.

Ehhhhhhh why does everyone support/see something in _?! >< (Someone give me a table to hide under for the next year, please and thank you. ._.) Besides that, it's slightly sad in that I expect it to be rather awkward from now on. D: Damn, rather significant people seem not as blur as they seem and appear to have caught on to what's happening. D: D: D:

But anyway, batch outing was still fun today! I've missed seeing you'll around and talking about almost anything like we used to. ^^

Heh. My computer has 4% battery remaining. =_= You know what that means~ xD

I don't wanna perform!

Blah I'm panicking and feeling sad and screwed and useless now.

Anyway, tumblr is amusing. Found funny things that would amuse the likes of Ching Yee. ._. And other people too, actually.

Oh look a cookie monster! :D

THIS is really...! o_o

I want this clock. xD

Chemistry.

I feel really lame right now! Don't know what made me spam YQ's wall with chem rubbish! xD And I'm still going ahead with the idea that I told Ching about. Haha chemistry's good fodder to subvert into retarded puns.

... ... I've officially been locked in the huisuo by someone thrice this week already! ._. Can't believe I forgot his surname for a moment there so there was a 10 second lag before I could shout at him. o.o

I've spent the last quarter of today slacking around. ._. As is obvious, even now. Venus and Ching Yee know a lot of cool songs! :D

Typing this reminds me of GP where we said the content of the majority of blogs is trivial, insignificant things. But hey, they're part of the lives of people, so it contributes the great scheme of things overall. Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there. o.o

Oh dear. According to the ethics quiz, mine veer towards subversive and anti-establishment. ._. Here I am someone who's always been seen as a goody-two-shoes by classmates. -raises eyebrows-

Maybe I should blog in a more formal fashion. =\ Following language and punctuation conventions, you know?

My mind tells me I should get off the computer, but seeing as I've lost it a while back perhaps I shouldn't.

Hmm I've an identity card to collect!

Oh I tried talking to some artificial intelligence thing called a cleverbot. ._. It's quite mean. (See below)

Cleverbot: Are you a human?

User: You think?

Cleverbot: Yes, I do think. Do you?

User: Why wouldn't I?

Cleverbot: I don't know that's why I asked.

User: Thought you were all-knowing.

Cleverbot: I think you give me too much credit.

User: Nah, I'm not a bank.

Cleverbot: Shame. I was hoping that you would give me some money. I am not a Hippo either.

User: That's alright. Then it would seem too much like an alternate universe.

Cleverbot: No, you are not intelligent to properly answer a simple question.

User: I only figured you would be intelligent enough to infer a simple answer.

Cleverbot: I'm rubber and you're glue.

But you realise it starting digressing. ._.

Lalala what am I doing I should get to sleep. :D

Hunger.

I want to eat a mushroom or two. =\ Really! I need dinner. ._.

'Kay bye ~ :D

Instability.

Of my mind that is. I'm losing my ability to laugh painful things off. Must be the fact that the total amount of sleep I have gotten over the past 3 days being less than of equal to 10 hours. Funny, shouldn't the minimum be 24 hours?

Wonder what it means when you can't stop laughing at how messed up life is at the moment. It's not even humorous, it's just wry. Combined with inability to comprehend passages, spell words you know on the first try, add 7 and 17 under 3 seconds, trying to get yourself killed through convincing Venus incoherence is logical and flinging carrom seeds at her, laughing till it hurts at whatever monosyllable Ching Yee throws at you, shouting and ranting for the first time in years at 7.30 in the morning and so on, so forth.

I'm losing my mind. I feel the urge to hit something. Serious.

I doubt I can pass the integration quiz tomorrow considering I have frickin' chapter 1 to finish writing by tonight.

On a side note, it is not staying in school that tires me out. In fact, after spending (not wasting!) 5 hours laughing/talking/playing/sleeping I can now understand my newspaper article. You on the other hand, tire me endlessly through your ranting which I can't seem to tolerate in this state, demands I do housework at this time and general aura of distaste of me you give off. Just screw off for a bit, will you? It's hard enough not to break down as it is. Give me a space to clear my backlog if you really understand what it means to be tired.

Why is today not Friday?

Oy vey, look at the time!

I just had to rant a bit since, well, I'm screwed either way.

Like I was telling Sarah, PW should really just go screw itself so it can be (re)productive and I wouldn't have to do a friggin' thing! O:

Hoho, discovered that my windows messenger is not functioning as it should. How well can it be functioning if it tricks you into believing your messages to your group have been delivered for over 2 hours and leaves you perplexed as to why they don't respond to your comments. ._. And discover they're scolding you for shoddy work. But 'tis okay, 'cause I know it's rightfully so.

Life is burning away right now. Tutorials 'need' to be done, WR needs to be written and researched, MAF must be choreographed and much practice must be put in (though we all know it's an impossible feat to improve whatsoever). What's summed up in a few words here is furtively a damned fold mountain (which are the highest on earth, by the way).

I'm sorry to everyone to whom I owe an apology. I know I'm screwing things up for you, but right now, I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed. Will try to catch up and dig my way out of my pit of screws with a screwdriver. Possibly.

The day I lose the propensity for satire is the day you should worry for my sanity. Not joking this time. ):

Pfffft 'Unwell' is a fitting song for if you go mad.

'...I should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good for something.'