Expectations, realisations.

Blah. I realise there is a saturation point to expressing your depression when it comes to grades. ._. Well, expectations are there to be unfulfilled, aren't they? I give up, I guess all I can do now is to do more practices. -sigh- At least Cheng Yong owes me a cup of tea? ._. But honestly, I'm not happy he didn't do better than me. What happened to bets being good motivation? ):

On a lighter note, my sister says to mention her 'pregnancy' pangs! D: Which is really just her being a glutton and demanding I pass her some kind of food every 5 minutes. =_= Her friend asked if her cravings were because she was pregnant, tsk tsk.

Here are some weird things to fill up empty space! (Since I don't feel like typing anymore, but don't want to shut down my computer yet.)

You Are a Limerick

It may seem simple to be so clever But writing you is quite an endeavor You are known to be a bit naughty But no one would consider you haughty And people will talk about you forever

What Type of Poem Are You?

Oh look, a lit blogthing.

You Are a Blizzard

You are both dangerous but beautiful. People both welcome you and fear you. You can cause a lot of trouble and even destruction. Some would argue that you're worth it though! You tend to overtake people and change everything. You aren't subtle, but you are sometimes hard to see through. There is a quiet and stillness that you sometimes bring. Some find you to be quite peaceful.

What Kind of Storm Are You?

You Are a Cirrus Cloud

You're a bit mysterious and reserved. You mostly keep to yourself and do your own thing. Some people may even consider you allusive. You're hard to track down at times. People who know you find you to be very transparent. It's always easy to tell what you're thinking about. You tend to drift more than most people. You're always trying out new ideas, friends, and even personalities.

What Kind of Cloud Are You?

Can this be considered a geog blogthing?

You Are a Water Charmer

You charm with a deep intuition. You seem to sense what each person wants and longs for. You come across as coy and mysterious. Without trying to be, you are a very intriguing person. You are emotionally in tune with everyone you meet. You rarely read people wrong. You want to make the world a better place. You can be quite passionate about your ideals.

What Kind of Charmer Are You?

You Should Be An Aquarius

What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices

What Sign Should You Be?

Ahaha I am an Aquarius! -.- I guess I was born the right sign?

Your Home is Lively

Whether you live by yourself or with many other people, your home is always buzzing with activity. You are likely to have water boiling for tea or a fire burning in the fireplace. You live in every area of your home, and you really savor your time there. You could never feel at home in an empty or quiet house. A home should be enjoyed to the fullest.

The Homebody Test

Ehh my house is too quiet/empty. ._. But this is quite true I guess.

You Are a Cat

You are agile and mysterious. You have you own way of navigating the world. You enjoy exploring new ideas and places, but you also like to be able to retreat quickly. You are a bit standoffish and aloof, but you aren't shy. In fact, you are brave and courageous. Always resourceful and fearless, you can handle any situation. You are a survivor.

What Origami Animal Are You?

The cat is cute~ :D Shall learn to fold!

You Are the Alarm Clock

You don't have much of an opinion on mornings. No matter whether you like them or hate them, you have to get up. Your mornings tend to be a bit of a rushed affair. You have to be out the door by a certain time, and you have to hustle. You are not a big fan of wasting time, and the morning is no exception. You have a lot to get done, and it's time to get cracking. It's fair to say that you're on autopilot during the wee hours of the day. You have mornings down to a science.

What Part of the Morning Are You?

You Should Stay Warm by Cuddling

You are a caring, kind person who really gets happiness from being around others. And a cold night is the perfect excuse to cuddle up with the person (or creature) you love the most. You are nurturing and compassionate. You always make sure that everyone is warm on a cold night. You love the calm and quiet that comes in the middle of winter. You feel at peace when everyone else is at peace.

How Should You Stay Warm?

Seriously? ._. But it's weird!

You Want to Talk to Someone Playful

You love people who are ready to flirt, play, and exchange witticisms. You like a good conversational sparring partner. You're a very clear thinker. Your ideas are rarely half-baked and almost always make sense. You are a bit of a gossip, but only in a lighthearted way. You love to talk about people you know. You are quite attractive, and you know it. You can tell when you've caught someone's eye.

Who Would You Talk To?

Yay~ Such people are fun to talk to. xD (Lol I don't think the last lines are true though. -.-)

You Are the Philosopher

You are good at drawing out truths in conversation, however painful they may be. You understand both the meaningfulness and meaninglessness of life. You don't have any illusions. You always think before you talk. You consider your words carefully. Although you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you. You have a natural magnetism.

What's Your Personality Archetype?

Haha okay, that's enough. Shall get back to more productive things. xD

The unexpected difference in post-ages.

Yay~ :D Lousy puns which no one understands in my titles.

Damn, I've not seriously studied for the past week and 2 days. Now I'm slightly worried but as some people I know would say, 爽感~! xD

Seems I don't take to stress overload well. Seems the more stressed I am, the more I withdraw, which makes me more depressed and repressed. Internal rhyming aside, it's a vicious cycle. So, that week and a half was good. (Well, at least it felt pretty good?)

There was no partying (which is really no fun anyway), but it's good to know you have time to waste reading books, baking mooncakes, cooking lunch and screwing up the huisuo and kitchen by turning it into a library and an (oily?) winter wonderland. Ahaha I sound delusional again. o_o Pictures shall appear some other time, perhaps.

...I think I have a phobia of microphones. =_= Pointing one at me is like flipping a switch off. But then again, I have a general fear and dislike for anything that requires me to communicate with an audience (1, 2 or 20, it doesn't matter.) Don't worry, it was still fun.

Oh. Yes, my friend, perspective of height is relative. I never said it wasn't. In fact, scientifically it's called a parallax error, no? But that guy might still be taller, except the extent of the disparity is different between you and I. By the way, I don't see how this blog is worthy of a stalker. ...and I might have guessed eventually using that comment.

I wonder how much more I should censor what I type, but I'm too lazy to bother. Hmm. ._.

Anyway, the post-prelim timetable is...complicated. (Or 眼花缭乱 or whoa, 五彩缤纷 if you prefer!) I'm not even sure how I'm gonna continue planning; currently stuck after 2 weeks. Ahh I think I should be consulting my subject tutors. ._. Hold on, how does one book consultation slots?

Tsk tsk, I shall go in search of the answer to that tomorrow then. For now, sleep sounds like a preferable endeavor.

(Well, well, typing isn't good for a coherent train of thought! D: Encourages 'excessive insertions and deletions' HMM.)