20.5.11

Time, like a stream.

Why does time pass so fast? In fact, time seems to go by even faster when you perceive the life you lead to be a good one. Somehow I feel happier now than in the past, thanks to some abstract sense of belonging. Time seemed to pass by a lot slower during primary school: doodling/reading unrelated things throughout class, taking the school bus home in silence, reading some more until I fell asleep when I got home but when I woke up the sky would not even have turned a shade darker.

Everyone is brought into this world the same way ice of a glacier melts to become a drop of water. This droplet inevitably flows downward to the ground, picking up new experiences and meeting and forming bonds with other drops of water. These accumulate into a stream and then into a river. The speed at which it flows gets faster and faster from the beginning of the journey to the end, where the water ends up in the sea, the life as you have led until that end. Perhaps it is a record of your personal experiences, or perhaps a source for humanity's collective consciousness to tap on. Whatever it is, it would have gone by fast and furious, the possibility of it being forgotten is near absolute. At the end, all the tumultuous episodes might mean nothing to everyone but you. Remembering to treasure the present has never seemed so important till now.

Damn I bet that was the result of withdrawal symptoms from tea or something. =_=

On to happier things! The insanity CCA mates are capable of is epic! xD I need to show the rest of you the relationship chart Ching Yee, Cheng Yong and I came up with. O: But I should really tear that page out of my lit lecture notebook before my lit teacher starts questioning my mental state. o_o

That's for tomorrow then! 'Cause I'm allowed to visit juniors for open house, yay~ :D

Sarah, your stories are very happy! And really good entertainment when I'm not supposed to entertain myself. :D :D :D You know how it's nicer to read/watch happy things when life is tiring/sad? ._.

I just realised that I'm supposed to be supporting people somewhere. o_o Eek. I'll... ... figure something out.

7.5.11

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I AM 100% GOING TO MOVE OUT THE SECOND I HAVE A CHANCE TO.

Because nothing in my room is worth keeping, or keeping in the order I like it to.

2.5.11

Of murderous conundrums. :D

What is there to say? xD Going to huangcheng was an amusing experience! Oh no, I hope everyone went home too tired or too engrossed with the actual play to remember the malu people running across the hall. =x Ahahahaha darn. Anyway, the plot was rather interesting! 黄城 about 黄城, not a bad idea. x) Yay, spotted Susi on stage~ ^^ I didn't talk to Yi Ting much/enough though. =(

More interesting was all the conundrums that we started talking about. xD Some were simply interesting, but most were disturbing. o_o Seaweed, shipwrecks, infants in freezers, broken matchsticks, funerals, dolphins and turkeys all add up to good entertainment, haha. Apologies to the people in the bus for our rowdiness! >< Too bad our combined consciousness couldn't conjure up some stories in their entirety. =\ Wonder if anyone's tried to go home and remember... My personal favourite is still the one which goes: A group of people wander into a place, where a sign said 'More seats upstairs'. But they couldn't find any stairs, why? Heh. (; The other one which involves someone going to check the train schedule and never coming back is pretty interesting too. :D

Eh but could people be any more punctual? :D Whee~ I'm not trying to take a stab at anyone! It's just a genuine curiousity as to how people end up late. o.o And I'm sorry we both just kept staring at our phones until Chingyee came! ><

I just realised we're missing training for every Monday we miss. D: Degeneration is painful/annoying/worrisome/sad. ._. And lit lectures~ D: Noooooo~

This is terrible. I've just slept the past two days away for some unknown reason. D: Consequently, I have left myself a day to complete three (or more) days of work. o_o Well, I foresee dire consequences.

Bye for now! :D